I JUST DIED...

WHO WOULD OF THOUGHT I WOULD BE BACK IN NYC? I DIDNT! I THOUGHT I HAD IT ALL FIANCE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE HOUSE A CAR AND A GREAT JOB, BUT SOMETHING WAS MISSING... ME!.I NEVER THOUGHT GIVEN YOUR ALL WOULD SLAP YOU IN THE FACE WHEN YOU WASNT LOOKING BUT IT DID TO ME. BEING HURT WAS THE BEST THING TO HAPPEN TO ME IN A LONG TIME. I THOUGHT NOTHING COULD BE MORE PERFECT UNTIL IT HIT ME MY BDAY OF THIS YEAR. THE PERSON THAT LOVED ME FOR ME AND I THOUGHT I WAS GONNA MARRY SAID THAT HE WASNT READY AND THAT IT WAS OVER AFTER COMING OUT TO HIS FAMILY AND FRIENDS. GETTING MY NAME ON HIS BODY DIDNT STOP HIM FROM SAYING THOSE WORDS I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD OF HEARD...IT'S OVER...IT HAPPEN AND THATS WHEN I THOUGHT I LOST IT ALL....