Tuesday, August 16, 2011

HAPPEN...

OK SO GROWING UP WAS A BREATH OF FRESH AIR. I MEAN TO BE BORN WAS PERFECT. WHAT CAN ANYONE ASK FOR RIGHT WRONG. I WANTED MORE THEN LIFE, LIKE I FELT I NEEDED MORE BUT I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT IT WAS.

ANYWAY SO I REMEMBER BEING 5 OR 6 YEARS OLD GOING TO SCHOOL FOR THE FIRST TIME WAS FUN. BACK IN THE DAY THE STYLE WAS SO DIFFERENT FROM WHAT IT IS NOW LOL BUT ANYWAY MY TEACHERS NAME WAS MS JERRY. WOW I REALLY REMEMBER HER SHE WAS A HEAVY LADY WITH GLASSES BUT SHE WAS SO NICE I LOVED HER. I THOUGHT THAT WAS GONNA BE MY TEACHER FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. I WAS WRONG LOL.

I WAS BORN AND RAISED IN THE BRONX AROUND 180TH AND PROSPECT. SO 1ST GRADE WAS SOO FUN AND WHEN I SAY SO MUCH FUN I MEAN FUN LOL TEACHERS NAME WAS MS SHORTS LMFAO AND SHE USE TO GIVE US FOOD IF WE DIDN'T EAT AT HOME. WHICH I REALLY DIDN'T. ME AND ONE OF MY BROTHERS NAMED CARLOS WENT TO THE SAME SCHOOL AND CLASS WITH OUR CUZ WHICH HE WASN'T OUR CUZ BUT TO US HE WAS PA-PA WAS HIS NAME. ME AND HIM USE TO FIGHT EVERYDAY AND I MEAN EVERYDAY LOL WE WERE YOUNG SO I MEAN WE DIDN'T NO BETTER. WE USE TO RUN AROUND THE SCHOOL AND CUT CLASS IN THE FIRST GRADE I MEAN WHO DOES THAT.. WE DID.. WE HAD SO MUCH FUN..

ANY-WHO SO I LIVED IN A 2 BEDROOM APARTMENT ONE ROOM WAS ME, MY DAD, MY MOM, AND 2 OF MY BROTHERS, NEXT ROOM WAS MY AUNT AND HER KIDS LOL. MONEY WAS HARD TO COME BY SO YOU KNOW WE HAD TO DO WHAT WE HAD TO DO AND I GUESS STAYING THERE WAS OK BUT I NEEDED SPACE. MY AUNTS AND COUSINS AND GRAND PARENTS LIVED ON THE SAME BLOCK IT WAS PERFECT HAVING FAMILY THERE..

OK SO I REMEMBER GOING TO SESAME STREET WITH MY DAD AND MY 2 BROTHERS CARLOS AND LUIS. WE WERE YOUNG AND WERE HAVING SO MUCH FUN UNTIL MY DAD LET US GO ON THIS SLIDE AND THEN WHEN WE GOT DOWN HE WAS GONE. OMG WE WERE CRYING LIKE LIL BITCH'S LOL COME TO FIND OUT HE WENT TO GET SOMETHING TO DRINK AND WAS LOOKING RIGHT AT US CRY LMFAO. THAT'S WAS SO BAD FOR HIM TO DO..

AFTER YEARS I THINK I WAS LIKE 7 OR 8 WHEN WE MOVED OUT AND MOVED TO 1779 FULTON AVE APT 5A IN THE BRONX IT WAS PERFECT SCHOOL WAS RIGHT DOWN THE BLOCK PARK ACROSS THE STREET IT WAS PERFECT. OR SO I THOUGHT. THAT'S WHEN EVERYTHING STARTED TO HAPPEN...I KNEW I WAS DIFFERENT BUT I WAS TO YOUNG TO KNOW MY FEELINGS..