EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON...

BEING ENGAGED AND HAVING A LIFE THAT I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED AND DREAMED OF I DIDNT EXPECT TO BE BACK TO SQUARE ONE. THREW THE HURT ,THE DRAMA AND EVEN GOING INTO A DEPRESSION, I KNEW PICKING MYSELF BACK UP WAS GONNA BE HARD TO DO...ALL I KEPT ASKING MYSELF WAS WHAT AM I GONNA DO? GOING OUT WAS FAR FROM MY MIND,I MEAN I MISSED HIM I MISSED US... SO ONE NIGHT IN NYC I WENT OUT WITH SOME FRIENDS AND ONE OF THEM SAID OMG YOUR SO SKINNY (IN THE BACK OF MY MIND IM LIKE DUH IM SAD) BUT I SAID REALLY?. I WAS LETTING MY SELF GO AND DIDNT KNOW OF A WAY OUT AND NEEDED AN ESCAPE OUT OF THIS SADNESS FAST. SO ONE DAY I GOT A CALL FROM MY MANAGER AND HE WAS LIKE HEY WE NEED TO TALK AND I TOLD HIM WHAT HAPPEN AND HE SAID LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND TELL ME WHAT DO YOU SEE? I SAID SOMEONE WHO IS LOST AND HE SAID REALLY CAUSE THE PERSON IM TALKING TO IS SOMEONE THAT IS READY...