REALLY?

THE FUCKED UP THING ABOUT DOING SO GOOD AND MAKING IT TO THE TOP IS WHEN SOME THING BAD HAPPENS UGH... SO I HAD TO GET MY WISDOM TOOTH OUT AND THEN I HAVE TO GET BREAST SURGERY ON MY RIGHT BREAST BECAUSE I HAVE BREAST TISSUE GROWING IN MY NIPPLE AND ITS PAINFUL LIKE A MOTHER FUCKER.... BUT HEY GOD KNOWS WHAT IS DOING AND I HAVE FAITH.. LESSON IN THIS IS THAT MAKE SURE YOU ALWAYS KEEP YOUR FAITH AND DONT LOSE YOURSELF WHEN BAD THINGS HAPPEN THOSE ARE PUT THERE TO SEE IF YOU WILL PAST THE TEST OR FAIL.. STAY STRONG AND YOU CAN GET THREW ANYTHING.. LOOK AT ME I HAVE..

4 MONTHS...

SO ITS BEEN 4 MONTHS SINCE I WAS HURT AND FELT LIKE MY WORLD WAS OVER, BUT NOPE NO ME I BEEN DOING SO MUCH AND I FEEL GREAT.. THE CRAZY THING IS THAT I HAVE LOST FRIENDS I THOUGHT WILL ALWAYS BE THERE AND HAVE BEEN THERE SINCE DAY ONE BUT ONCE I STARTED TO LOVE MYSELF AND DO FOR ME THEY STARTED TO FALL. OH WELL THATS LIFE PEOPLE COME AND GO..IVE GAINED NEW FRIENDS AND EVEN SOMEONE SPECIAL TO MY HEART. WITH NEW LIFE COMES NEW PLANS AND NEW UPS AND DOWNS.. YOU HAVE TO BE STRONG AND DO FOR YOU BECAUSE AT THE END OF THE DAY THATS ALL YOU HAVE...

ME...

SO ITS ME IM ALIVE AGAIN AND KNOW WHO I AM THANKS TO EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE BEEN THROW. SO I BEEN WORKING ON THE TV SHOW DOING ALOT OF PHOTO SHOOTS AND GETTING MY NAME BACK OUT THERE. SO I WAS CAST TO BE IN THE NEW WILL SMITH MOVIE THAT COMES OUT NEXT YEAR 2012 AND THAT JUST PUSHED MY DRIVE EVEN MORE. I WAS ON SET FOR A WEEK IN MAY FOR SO MANY HOURS MEET GREAT PEOPLE THEN GOT CALLED BACK TO SET IN JUNE TO DO SOME MORE THINGS. LIKE WOW REALLY GOD WORKS IN GREAT WAYS AND IM SO THANKFUL. I MIGHT BE IN MY FIRST 2 MAGAZINES SOON COVER AND SPREAD HOW ABOUT THAT SHIT... SO ITS LIKE IM JUST GOING WHERE I WANNA GO NOW..