Friday, May 20, 2011

I JUST DIED...

WHO WOULD OF THOUGHT I WOULD BE BACK IN NYC? I DIDNT! I THOUGHT I HAD IT ALL FIANCE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE HOUSE A CAR AND A GREAT JOB, BUT SOMETHING WAS MISSING... ME!.I NEVER THOUGHT GIVEN YOUR ALL WOULD SLAP YOU IN THE FACE WHEN YOU WASNT LOOKING BUT IT DID TO ME. BEING HURT WAS THE BEST THING TO HAPPEN TO ME IN A LONG TIME. I THOUGHT NOTHING COULD BE MORE PERFECT UNTIL IT HIT ME MY BDAY OF THIS YEAR. THE PERSON THAT LOVED ME FOR ME AND I THOUGHT I WAS GONNA MARRY SAID THAT HE WASNT READY AND THAT IT WAS OVER AFTER COMING OUT TO HIS FAMILY AND FRIENDS. GETTING MY NAME ON HIS BODY DIDNT STOP HIM FROM SAYING THOSE WORDS I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD OF HEARD...IT'S OVER...IT HAPPEN AND THATS WHEN I THOUGHT I LOST IT ALL....

2 comments:

Jaysine83 said...

God bless you anttoni .. we are in the same boat and I know the hurt, the down time and searching for that thing to make you feel alive again. I realized after a while life isn't meant to be perfect its meant to build us into individuals who don't need anyone to grow, but others to help us get stronger. I'm happy to say you are an individual who I can grow from and I can be there for you to be by your side when times aren't so easy.. thank you for being a part of my life even if its for a short time or long time your presence has impacted me already <3

Anttoni Pretty Lopez said...

THANK YOU SO MUCH THIS MEANS ALOT AND I AM THANKFUL TO SAY THAT PEOPLE LIKE YOU IS WHAT KEEPS ME GOING MAKE SURE YOU AND UR FRIENDS FOLLOW THIS BLOG ITS A MUST READ FOR THE SUMMER. XOXO