OK SO I WENT TO THIS SCHOOL WHICH WAS RIGHT DOWN THE STREET FROM WHERE I GROW UP. C.S.4. I WENT THERE FROM 3RD GRADE TILL 8TH GRADE. ANY WHO SO I MADE SOME GREAT FRIENDS AND DID BECOME A POPULAR KID. I HAD SOME VERY GREAT FRIENDS ALONG THE WAY TO NAME A FEW CHANE, SABRINA, JESSICA, QUANA, TIA,ANTONIO T,OF COURSE MY BROTHERS, RACHEL, CRYSTAL SCRUGGS,BEVERLY, ANA, BIANCA, EMILY, CRYSTAL M, VANESSA, ARIANE,LORD IMA JUST SAY EVERYONE LOL. BUT YEA WE WERE COOL.
I MEAN WE ALL HAD OUR PROBLEMS BUT I MEAN WE WERE KIDS GROWING UP AND WHEN YOU GROWN UP THINGS HAPPEN BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY I CAN SAY I LOVED EACH ONE OF THEM. EVEN THE PEOPLE I FOUGHT AND HAD BEEF WITH. I WAS ALWAYS TRYING TO BE BETTER THEN MYSELF AT THINGS. I MEAN I WAS GROWING UP WITH A SECRET AND NO ONE KNEW ABOUT IT. SO ANY WHO I WILL GET TO THAT SOON. TO TALK ABOUT THE FUN WE HAD AT THIS SCHOOL WAS CRAZY. SO CRAZY LIKE I MEAN CUTTING LUNCH AND RUNNING FROM KEVIN THE HEAD LUNCH AID WAS SO FUN. WE WOULD STAY BY THE GYM AND ONE OF US WOULD STAND GUARD AND ONCE WE SEE KEVIN WE WOULD SAY HE IS COMING AND THEN WE WOULD RUN. SO FUN I MEAN WHO THE HELL CUTS LUNCH LOL WE DID. I USE TO JUMP DOUBLE DUTCH WITH THE GIRLS AND YES I COULD JUMP.LOL. THIS SCHOOL WAS SO GREAT IT WAS A SECOND HOME TO US. I MEAN I REALLY CAN'T EXPLAIN IT. BUT I AM GONNA TRY.
EVEN THO GOSSIP WAS A KIDS THING I MEAN AGAIN THAT IS A PART OF GROWING UP RIGHT. SO YEA I MEAN WE USE TO CUT CLASS AND GO BY THE POOL TO DO MAKE OUT SESSIONS I MEAN WE HAD OUR LIL BOYFRIENDS AND GIRL FRIENDS AT THE TIME. AGAIN WE WERE KIDS GROWING UP LOL. TO ME MY BEST TEACHERS WERE MR SACRACO, MS JACKSON, MS, COTO, MR BINDER, MS SCOTT, MR DOBBS AND A COUPLE OF ONES THAT I CANT REMEMBER. BUT YEA SCHOOL WAS LIKE A SECOND HOME TO MOST OF US AND ALL WE HAD WAS EACH OTHER. I MEAN SOME OF US HAD BAD HOMES AND WAS GOING THREW BAD FAMILY THINGS BUT WHEN WE WENT TO SCHOOL IT WAS FORGOTTEN FOR THOSE HOURS WE HAD THERE.
GROWING UP WITH A SECRET WAS THE HARDEST THING TO HOLD EVEN FROM THE PEOPLE I CALLED FRIENDS. I MEAN I KNEW THEY DIDN'T CARE BUT I DID. I WAS SCARED AND FELT ALONE AND DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. I WOULD CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP AT NIGHT ASKING GOD TO HELP ME WITH WHAT I WAS GOING THREW AND TO GIVE ME THE COURAGE TO BE MYSELF BUT I COULDN'T. I WAS LIVING A LIE AND THAT LIE WAS NOT BEING WHO I WAS I MEAN REALLY WAS. I HAD A COUPLE OF BOY CRUSH'S BUT NO ONE WILL EVER KNOW LOL UNTIL YOU ASK...C.S.4 WAS THE BEST TIME I HAD FROM 3RD TO 8TH GRADE..
