SORRY IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO START WRITING AGAIN BUT I HAVE BEEN SO BUSY TO THE POINT OF ALSO TRYING TO FIND THE PERFECT WORDS. I MEAN WHEN YOU GO THREW LIFE THINKING THAT YOU KNOW IT ALL IT COMES BACK TO KICK YOU IN THE ASS. I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO GET THREW SOME TUFF TIMES AND ONLY ONE PERSON HAS BEEN THERE TO HELP ME.
ONE OF THE THINGS THAT HAPPENED TO ME WAS MY FAMILY'S HOUSE WAS RATED BY COPS. I KNOW RIGHT WTF,BUT YEA THEY SAID THAT MY MOTHERS HOUSE HAD DRUGS AND THEY TOOK EVERYONE BUT LEFT MY LIL SISTER, TO BE IN THE COURT ROOM AND SEE ALL YOUR BROTHERS IN HANDCUFF AND YOUR MOM AND DAD IS SO PAINFUL, I JUST STARTED CRYING. IT WAS A HARD TIME FOR US TO GO THREW BUT WE AS A FAMILY CAME TOGETHER AND IT MADE IT OK.
ANOTHER THING WAS GETTING A PHONE CALL ONE DAY THAT MY MOM AND DAD WAS ARGUING AND THERE RELATIONSHIP WAS ON THE ICE AND WHAT I MEAN BY THAT WAS DIVORCE.!!! I MEAN 7 GREAT KIDS AND 27 YEARS TOGETHER THAT'S HARD TO THROW AWAY. SO WE HAD TO DO WHAT ANY FAMILY WOULD DO AND WE CAME TOGETHER AND TALKED ABOUT HOW CAN WE MAKE THINGS WORK.
HAVING A FATHER THAT USE TO BE THERE BUT GAVE UP ON ALL HIS KIDS IS THE WORST THING ANYONE CAN GO THREW UNTIL YOU HAVE ENOUGH. I MEAN MY DAD WAS A SUPPER DAD AND HE AND MY MOM WERE A TEAM UNTIL MY DAD GOT LAZY AND LET EVERYTHING GO. MY MOM WAS OVER IT AND SHE WAS TIRED AFTER SO MANY YEARS. BUT WE CAME TOGETHER AS A FAMILY TO TALK IT OUT.
GETTING MARRIED AND HAVING ONLY MY MOM BE THERE AND ONE OF MY BROTHERS AND MY LIL SISTER FELT LIKE NO ONE CARED BUT THEM.
I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO BRAKE INTO THIS INDUSTRY SO THAT I CAN SHOW PEOPLE THAT NO MATTER WHAT COLOR, SEX, GAY, OR LEZZIE, ANYTHING YOU WANT TO DO YOU CAN DO. BUT WITH THE INDUSTRY BEING SO BLAH ON DIFFERENT THINGS ITS HARD. I ALSO HAVE BEEN TRYING TO DO IT TO HELP MY FAMILY..
I LOVE MY FAMILY AND WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THEM.. I ALSO HAVE BEING DO IT BECAUSE I HAVE THE TALENT.,BUT ANYWAY BACK ON TRACK.. SO I GOT MARRIED AND WOW 1 OF MY DREAMS CAME TRUE... PLANNING A WEDDING RECEPTION IS NO JOKE.. LOL
BEING IN LOVE IS WHAT SAVED ME AND ITS MORE THEN WORDS I CAN WRITE LIKE ITS CRAZY BUT THE ONLY PERSON THAT WAS THERE WAS MY LIL FOOT (THAT IS WHAT I CALL MY LOVER) SOON YOU WILL KNOW MORE LOL.
TRYING TO GET ACTING CASTINGS AND MODELING GIGS IS NO JOKE BUT I WONT STOP UNTIL I REACH THAT GOAL AND IT IS THE TOP.
I WILL START TO TAKE YOU BACK TO WHEN I WAS 10 YEARS OLD, BUT I WONT DO IT YET LOL
AND THEN I WILL START GOING THREW EVERYTHING SO THAT YOU CAN GET DEEPER INTO WHO I AM... UNTIL NEXT TIME.. LOVE KISSES AND HUGS.. XOXO
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