DONT MAKE IT HARD...

IS IT HARD TO LOVE ME?
WHAT DO I DO? WHAT CAN I DO?
WHAT DO I SAY?
WOULD IT BE MY FAULT IF WE FIGHT?
I WANT EVERYTHING TO BE JUST RIGHT..
TELL ME WHAT TO DO? WHAT SHOULD I DO..
DON'T CLOSE UP..
OPEN YOURSELF UP TO M. I'M NOT GOING ANYWHERE.
I LOVE YOU.
CAN'T YOU SEE.
LEAVE THE PAST IN THE PAST AND LOVE ME..
LIFE WOULD BE SO GOOD WOULDN'T IT?
LET'S DO THIS TOGETHER.
IM SORRY IF I CAUSED PAIN.
I AM DOWN FOR YOU, FOR US.
TOGETHER WE CAN DO THIS THING CALLED LOVE.
SO DON'T MAKE IT HARD..

Kelly Rowland - Motivation (Explicit) ft. Lil Wayne

OK DONT FORGET TO WATCH THIS YEARS 2011 BET AWARDS CAUSE MS KELLY WILL BE PERFORMING HER SMASH MOTIVATION.... I CANT WAIT I HOPE SHE DOES HER NEW SINGLE AS WELL THAT WOULD BE HOTTT.. WE WILL HAVE TO WAIT AND SEE..

PS THIS SONG WILL GO DOWN AS A CLASSIC... GO KELLY

Brandy- I Don't Care

SO HERE IS NEW BRANDY ANOTHER ONE OF MY BEST ARTIST THAT I LOVE. IT HAS BEEN A WHILE SINCE WE HAVE HEARD SOMETHING FROM THIS SEXY LADY. WITH HER VOCALS AND GREAT VOICE THIS IS SURE TO SHOW US ALL THAT B ROCKA IS NOT GOING ANYWHERE.. NO OFFICIAL WORD FROM BRANDY OR HER CAMP IF THIS IS HER NEW SINGLE. BUT ANYTHING FROM BRANDY IS ALWAYS BOUND TO BE GREAT. THIS TAKES ME BACK TO NEVER SAY NEVER AND FULL MOON DAYS AND THAT IS WHAT I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR FROM THIS SEXY MAMA.. GO BRANDY

LOVE...

LOVE IS WHEN YOU FEEL DEPRESSED AND SO SICK WHEN YOU NOT WITH THAT PERSON.

LOVE IS CARING FOR THAT PERSON PHYSICALLY AND EMOTIONALLY. IT'S TELLING THAT PERSON EVERYDAY, ANYTIME, ANYWHERE, ANYHOW, FOR EVERY REASON THAT YOU LOVE THEM.

LOVE IS PURE HAPPINESS. LOVE IS AN OVERWHELMING FEELING OF PURE BLISS WHEN YOU BOTH KISS.

LOVE IS BEING HELPLESSLY AND DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH THAT PERSON, KNOWING YOUR LOVE FOR THEM ,AND YOUR FEELINGS FOR THAT PERSON WILL NEVER CHANGE OR END.

LOVE IS THE WORLD, THE WORLD IS LOVE, AND THAT PERSON WOULD MEAN THE WORLD TO ME AS YOU WILL TO THAT PERSON FOR AS LONG AS YOU HAVE EACH OTHER. TO HOLD, SMILE, LAUGH, CRY AND EVEN HURT. IT WILL NEVER END. THE LOVE THAT YOU BOTH HAVE FOR EACH OTHER. THE POWER OF THE SOUL,MIND,BEAUTY,BODY, AND HEART WILL TAKE YOU BOTH WHERE YOU BELONG..

MATTER..

Isn't it funny how we ignore those who want us..
Want those that ignore us..
Ignore those that hurt us..
Hurt those that love us..
Nobody falls in love by choice but by chance..
Nobody falls in love by chance but by choice..
Nobody stays in love by chance it is by work..
There comes a point in each one of our lives..
When we need to realize exactly who around us actually matters..
Those individuals whom never really did seem to matter at all..
Those who will no longer continue to matter..
But especially never ever forget those that for all of eternity will matter..

TOGETHER...

When all things fell down apart
and your world starts to crack
don't worry
cause when your world fell apart
I 'll still be there
holding you hand

If love means letting you go, then maybe I dont love you because I dont want to let you go!

I cant sleep without knowing you're still around.

I love you babe no matter what
so when you say you love me too
i can help but fall harder for you.

Guess I'M scared of getting my heartbroken again but when I'M with you everything around me disappears and i feel like nothing will ruin the moment.

I promise we'll make it && if we don't,we'll
just go down together.

Look after my heart
I left it with you.....

THE GRASS IS ALWAYS GREEN...

ALL I CAN SAY TO EVERYONE IS THAT THE GRASS IS ALWAYS GREEN ON THE OTHER SIDE NO MATTER WHAT YOU GO THREW. LIFE IS SOMETHING THAT YOU HAVE TO LEARN, GROW, AND BUILD FROM.. YOU HAVE TO USE EVERYTHING THAT YOU GAIN TO THE FULLEST AND MAKE IT WORK. DON'T TAKE THE BAD AND LET IT TAKE OVER YOU BECAUSE IT WILL ONLY GET WORST.. YOU HAVE TO TAKE ALL THE GOOD FROM THE BAD AND MAKE IT WORK TOWARDS YOUR LIFE. LEARN FROM EVERY MISTAKE THAT YOU GO THREW AND TRY TO MAKE THEM BETTER THEN BEFORE. GROW FROM IT TO BECOME A BETTER PERSON, AND BUILD YOUR LIFE FROM IT NOT AROUND IT. IT WILL ONLY MAKE YOU STRONGER. EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE BEEN THREW HAS BEEN A LESSON LEARNED FOR ME AND HAS MADE ME AND IS MAKING ME A BETTER PERSON AND THE PERSON I AM GOING TO BECOME.. XOXO

FAMILY..

SO ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT IM SO BLESSED TO HAVE MY FAMILY IN MY LIFE. THEY ARE SO REAL AND WILL ALWAYS BE THERE NO MATTER WHAT. MY BROTHERS AND MY SISTER I LOVE THEM TO DEATH.. BEING THE OLDEST PUT PRESSURE ON ME BECAUSE I HAD TO BE THIS ROLE MODEL. I HAD TO LEARN WHO I WAS WHAT I WANTED TO DO AND THEN BECOME A ROLE MODEL FOR ME THEN FOR THEM.. THEY LOOK UP TO ME BECAUSE I AM NOT A PERSON WHO GIVES UP.. NO MATTER WHAT IS PUT IN MY WAY I ALWAYS FIND THE GOOD TO COME OUT OF IT.. MY PARENTS WOW ALL I CAN SAY ABOUT MY DAD AND MOM IS I LOVE THEM MORE THEN WORDS CAN EXPRESS AND IM HAPPY TO BE THERE SON. THEY HAVE HELPED ME IN ALL WAYS AND I FEEL THEY WILL ALWAYS BE THERE NO MATTER WHAT... TO KNOW THAT YOUR DOING GOOD MAKES IT ALL WORTH LIVING FOR.. HAVING YOUR FAMILY BROTHERS, SISTER, MOM AND DAD, UNCLES, AUNTS AND COUSINS TELL YOU THAT THEY ARE HAPPY FOR YOU AND DOING YOUR THING MAKES YOU WANNA KEEP DOING IT TO KNOW THAT IT NOT ONLY MAKES YOU HAPPY BUT MAKES UR FAMILY HAPPY.. IM BLESSED TO HAVE THEM IN MY LIFE.. NOW I HAVE TO MY SON PRINCE (WHICH IS MY LIFE HE IS A YORKIE) MY 2 GAY SONS AND BUILDING MY NAME IS PERFECT.. I LOVE YOU GUYS... XOXO

REALLY?

THE FUCKED UP THING ABOUT DOING SO GOOD AND MAKING IT TO THE TOP IS WHEN SOME THING BAD HAPPENS UGH... SO I HAD TO GET MY WISDOM TOOTH OUT AND THEN I HAVE TO GET BREAST SURGERY ON MY RIGHT BREAST BECAUSE I HAVE BREAST TISSUE GROWING IN MY NIPPLE AND ITS PAINFUL LIKE A MOTHER FUCKER.... BUT HEY GOD KNOWS WHAT IS DOING AND I HAVE FAITH.. LESSON IN THIS IS THAT MAKE SURE YOU ALWAYS KEEP YOUR FAITH AND DONT LOSE YOURSELF WHEN BAD THINGS HAPPEN THOSE ARE PUT THERE TO SEE IF YOU WILL PAST THE TEST OR FAIL.. STAY STRONG AND YOU CAN GET THREW ANYTHING.. LOOK AT ME I HAVE..

4 MONTHS...

SO ITS BEEN 4 MONTHS SINCE I WAS HURT AND FELT LIKE MY WORLD WAS OVER, BUT NOPE NO ME I BEEN DOING SO MUCH AND I FEEL GREAT.. THE CRAZY THING IS THAT I HAVE LOST FRIENDS I THOUGHT WILL ALWAYS BE THERE AND HAVE BEEN THERE SINCE DAY ONE BUT ONCE I STARTED TO LOVE MYSELF AND DO FOR ME THEY STARTED TO FALL. OH WELL THATS LIFE PEOPLE COME AND GO..IVE GAINED NEW FRIENDS AND EVEN SOMEONE SPECIAL TO MY HEART. WITH NEW LIFE COMES NEW PLANS AND NEW UPS AND DOWNS.. YOU HAVE TO BE STRONG AND DO FOR YOU BECAUSE AT THE END OF THE DAY THATS ALL YOU HAVE...

ME...

SO ITS ME IM ALIVE AGAIN AND KNOW WHO I AM THANKS TO EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE BEEN THROW. SO I BEEN WORKING ON THE TV SHOW DOING ALOT OF PHOTO SHOOTS AND GETTING MY NAME BACK OUT THERE. SO I WAS CAST TO BE IN THE NEW WILL SMITH MOVIE THAT COMES OUT NEXT YEAR 2012 AND THAT JUST PUSHED MY DRIVE EVEN MORE. I WAS ON SET FOR A WEEK IN MAY FOR SO MANY HOURS MEET GREAT PEOPLE THEN GOT CALLED BACK TO SET IN JUNE TO DO SOME MORE THINGS. LIKE WOW REALLY GOD WORKS IN GREAT WAYS AND IM SO THANKFUL. I MIGHT BE IN MY FIRST 2 MAGAZINES SOON COVER AND SPREAD HOW ABOUT THAT SHIT... SO ITS LIKE IM JUST GOING WHERE I WANNA GO NOW..

ALIVE AGAIN..

WOW AFTER ALL THE HURT AND PAIN IM BACK AND I FEEL ALIVE AGAIN. I MEAN I KNOW WHO I AM AND WHAT I WANT TO DO. IM SO HAPPY TO HAVE PEOPLE BY MY SIDE TO PUSH ME.. I MEAN NOW I KNOW WHY I WAS BORN FOR THIS WORLD. BEING YOURSELF GOES ALONG WAY AND KNOWING WHO YOU ARE WILL TAKE YOU FAR AND I LOVE THAT ABOUT ME. MANAGER AND I GOT A GLAM TEAM,AND PR.. THE START OF WORKING ON A TV SHOW THAT WILL BE ABOUT MY LIFE IS GREAT.. I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY, TO DO , TO SHOW. I CANT WAIT MANAGER WORKING ON THE WEBSITE ME GROWING MY SUPPORTERS AND LETTING PEOPLE IN AND HELPING THEM MAKES ME FEEL LIKE ANYTHING CAN BE DONE IN LIFE. MAKES ME FEEL ALIVE AGAIN..

NEW LOOK...

MOTIVATION SONG....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s1XozsBN5Z4

KELLY ROWLAND MOTIVATION IS HOTTTT AND IS GETTING ME THREW ALOT RIGHT NOW THE SONG IS GIVING ME ALOT OF PUSH AND I LOVE IT....

PHOTO SHOOT BY SAM D...

THESE ARE SOME SHOTS I DID WITH SAM IN MARCH NOT POSTING THEM ALL AT ONCE LOL .. XOXO

THE START...

WELL LET THE START OF MY LIFE WHICH I HAVE IN CONTROL BEGIN. WITH A LITTLE BIT OF PUSH AND FAITH AND A GREAT TEAM I WAS READY TO DO WHAT I HAD TO DO.. THE FIRST PHOTO SHOOT I DID WAS AMAZING AND I FELT LIKE IT WAS WHERE I NEEDED TO BE. THE RED CARPET EVENTS I WENT TO WAS HEAVEN. THE NEW LOOK I GOT WAS NEEDED FOR ME.. I WAS SO HAPPY AND WAS READY.. OMG IT HIT ME (THAT IS WHAT MY MANAGER WAS TALKING ABOUT) ME BEING READY.. IT WAS MY TIME AND I WAS READY TO DO EVERYTHING I NEEDED TO DO TO START.. THE NEW LIFE I HAVE WITH HELPING MYSLEF IN MY TALENTS AND HELPING OTHERS WHO HAVE BEEN THREW THE SAME THING I WENT THREW AND WHAT IM GOING THREW NOW. THE STRUGGLE OF SOMEONE WHO IS A REAL PERSON MAKING IT TO THE TOP....

PICKING UP THE PIECES.....

SO AS I GAINED MY FAITH AND HOPE BACK I STARTED TO FEEL LIKE I WAS PICKING UP THE PIECES.. PIECES OF SOMEONE WHO HAS BEEN BROKEN BEFORE AND BEEN THREW THE HURT. I NOTICED THAT I WASN'T HURT JUST THIS ONCE, I MEAN I HAVE BEEN THREW THIS MANY TIMES BEFORE ,HURT OF COURSE..IT IS JUST SOMTHING THAT HAPPENS IN LIFE AND YOU JUST HAVE TO GAIN YOUR FAITH BACK AND PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER. WITH THE HELP OF GOD, YOURSELF, FAMILY AND FRIENDS IT CAN HAPPEN. I MEAN IT WAS HARD BUT I WAS DOING IT.. I WAS READY TO DO WHAT I HAD TO DO AND I WASNT GONNA LET ANYONE OR ANYTHING STAND IN MY WAY OF TRYING TO BRAKE ME OR BRING ME DOWN..THE QUESTION WAS HOW TO GET BACK IN THE GAME.. FUNNY THINGS ABOUT QUESTIONS IS THAT THEY ALWAYS HAVE ANSWERS AND MY ANSWER TO MY QUESTION WAS IN FRONT OF ME THE WHOLE TIME...

HOPE...

SO AFTER TALKING TO MY MANAGER IT HIT ME.. I WAS READY.. WE TALKED ABOUT STARTING OVER AND BRANDING MYSELF INTO SOMETHING MORE THEN JUST A FACE... IT GAVE ME HOPE TO KNOW THAT THERE WAS A LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL..I KNEW THERE WAS SOMETHING THAT I WANTED TO DO WITH MY TALENT JUST HAD TO GET IT IN ORDER. I MEAN BEING A MODEL, MAKE UP ARTIST, ACTOR, AND DANCER WASN'T ENOUGH, I WANTED MORE AND THAT MORE WAS TO USE MY TALENTS TO HELP OTHERS..BUT HOW WAS THE QUESTION? SOONER OR LATER I WAS GONNA FIGURE IT OUT...THREW ALL OF THE HURT I THOUGHT I WOULD FAIL, BUT ALL I HAD TO DO WAS BELIEVE IN ME. I GOT MY FAITH BACK AND IT GAVE ME THE COURAGE TO KNOW THAT I REALLY CAN DO IT. NOT ONLY THAT I CAN DO I WAS GONNA DO PERIOD.. NO ONE OR NOTHING WAS GONNA STOP ME OR STAND IN MY WAY FROM MAKING IT TO THE TOP...

EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON...

BEING ENGAGED AND HAVING A LIFE THAT I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED AND DREAMED OF I DIDNT EXPECT TO BE BACK TO SQUARE ONE. THREW THE HURT ,THE DRAMA AND EVEN GOING INTO A DEPRESSION, I KNEW PICKING MYSELF BACK UP WAS GONNA BE HARD TO DO...ALL I KEPT ASKING MYSELF WAS WHAT AM I GONNA DO? GOING OUT WAS FAR FROM MY MIND,I MEAN I MISSED HIM I MISSED US... SO ONE NIGHT IN NYC I WENT OUT WITH SOME FRIENDS AND ONE OF THEM SAID OMG YOUR SO SKINNY (IN THE BACK OF MY MIND IM LIKE DUH IM SAD) BUT I SAID REALLY?. I WAS LETTING MY SELF GO AND DIDNT KNOW OF A WAY OUT AND NEEDED AN ESCAPE OUT OF THIS SADNESS FAST. SO ONE DAY I GOT A CALL FROM MY MANAGER AND HE WAS LIKE HEY WE NEED TO TALK AND I TOLD HIM WHAT HAPPEN AND HE SAID LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND TELL ME WHAT DO YOU SEE? I SAID SOMEONE WHO IS LOST AND HE SAID REALLY CAUSE THE PERSON IM TALKING TO IS SOMEONE THAT IS READY...

I JUST DIED...

WHO WOULD OF THOUGHT I WOULD BE BACK IN NYC? I DIDNT! I THOUGHT I HAD IT ALL FIANCE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE HOUSE A CAR AND A GREAT JOB, BUT SOMETHING WAS MISSING... ME!.I NEVER THOUGHT GIVEN YOUR ALL WOULD SLAP YOU IN THE FACE WHEN YOU WASNT LOOKING BUT IT DID TO ME. BEING HURT WAS THE BEST THING TO HAPPEN TO ME IN A LONG TIME. I THOUGHT NOTHING COULD BE MORE PERFECT UNTIL IT HIT ME MY BDAY OF THIS YEAR. THE PERSON THAT LOVED ME FOR ME AND I THOUGHT I WAS GONNA MARRY SAID THAT HE WASNT READY AND THAT IT WAS OVER AFTER COMING OUT TO HIS FAMILY AND FRIENDS. GETTING MY NAME ON HIS BODY DIDNT STOP HIM FROM SAYING THOSE WORDS I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD OF HEARD...IT'S OVER...IT HAPPEN AND THATS WHEN I THOUGHT I LOST IT ALL....

New music Kelly Rowland

http://soundcloud.com/dannysouthwell/kelly-rowland-ft-andre-merrit-hangover

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HcMh3EujSu0&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uN0SAaHNmjM&feature=channel

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uN0SAaHNmjM&feature=channel


I think that these songs are so hott.

PHOTOGRAPHER GLAMBOI

THIS IS ANOTHER PHOTOGRAPHER GLAMBOI WHO I WORKED WITH. HAD FUN SHOOTING WITH HIM.

CHASE MODELS

WELL JUST TO LET YOU GUYS KNOW I HAVE BEEN WORKING WITH CHASE MODELS. THIS PERSON CHASE IS VERY GREAT WITH HIS WORK AND A GREAT FRIEND TO ME. IT HAS BEEN THE PLEASURE TO WORK WITH HIM AND THE AMAZING PEOPLE THAT SURROUNDS THE CHASE MODELS BRAND. I AM WORKING WITH CHASE ON OTHER FUTURE PROJECT. SO LOOK OUT FOR THEM COMING SOON LOL. ALSO IF YOU THINK YOU HAVE WHAT IT TAKES AND WOULD LIKE TO MODEL HIT HIM UP @http://www.myspace.com/chasemodels. THANKS SO MUCH CHASE LOOK FORWARD TO THE GREAT WORK.. SEE YOU THIS SAT.

ANTTONI PRETTY LOPEZ

WELCOME TO THE PAGE OF ANTTONI PRETTY LOPEZ. I AM A PROFESSIONAL MODEL,MAKE UP ARTIST ACTOR AND DANCER. I AM A VERY DOWN TO EARTH PERSON AND I'M COOL. DON'T BE AFRAID TO ASK ME ANYTHING. SPECIAL THANKS TO MY REAL FRIENDS FOR LIFE! MY FAMILY I LOVE ALL OF THEM SO MUCH AND AM BLESSED TO HAVE A FAMILY THAT CARES ABOUT ME THE WAY THAT MY FAMILY DOES. I LOVE ALL OF YOU WITH ALL MY HEART.. OMG IF I FORGOT YOU PLEASE DON'T BE MAD I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!! I AM BLESSED TO HAVE PEOPLE THAT CARE IN MY LIFE AND I AM THANKFUL FOR THAT. EACH DAY MY WORK TAKES ME A STEP CLOSER TO BECOMING WHO IM BOUND TO BECOME. IM GROWING AND LEARNING. LOOK OUT FOR ME ON TV REAL SOON. THANKS FOR THE LOVE AND SUPPORT..