BEING PRETTY

The Fire Island Summer Project Audition video

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DnOE8ZoXhj0&context=C339ffe8ADOEgsToPDskKSJSs9anM9vhrRdkdUB3Kj

THE 2012 ELECTION...

Ok so if i am not the only one by now that is so over this damn debate. i am a gay american living in a world where not only things are changing but have changed. to sit and listen to these ass wholes talk about the same thing over and over again its a pain in my ass.. not only is it lame to talk about things that just makes them look funny it makes me think about alot. I'm tired of them talking about gay and lesbian american's and the whole marriage thing. i myself am proud to say that i am married to my partner and couldn't be much happier, but for them to always put down the gay and lesbian community is just bullshit. if you look at the divorce rate not to be talking about anyone and there lives but straight people do it with no problem and take advantage of the meaning love. the fact that all we want to do is love and spend the rest of our lives with that person and be happy. why is that hard. i tell you why because half of the people in congress are gay and on the down-low. a person who talks about someone else's sexual preference all the time to make them look better only leads to one question which is are you in the closet? I'm tired of everyone being so stuck on everyone else's way to live all they need to worry about is the country and being gay is not the country it's a way of life.. so sit down and do your damn job. for us its about being treated as humans and not the others. i for one pray, go to church and believe in god and that is what makes me strong.. in case saying if god didn't want or like gay and lesbians why is it that he keeps making them? stop being so stuck in our ass and they way we live and worry about america and how it's going... Obama has done so much in his 4 years in office then any other president i have known. hint and case he said he was going to fix things the war, and helping people with jobs, health care and guess what he has.. not because it doesn't happen in a second doesn't mean it's not happening...he got my vote this year and i hope he has your guys.. the world would be a better place if we all just learn to love and learn from one another...xoxo

The Fire Island Summer Project

I've have watched all the shows on logo but something was missing.I was excited to hear about a new gay reality show. The Fire Island Summer Project is a new reality TV show which has just wrapped up their casting. It will follow a group that is predominantly gay on a beach front house in Fire Island, New York and the one they love.The cast has not been revealed as of yet.

The show will follow a group of gay man and they people that love them. In this day and age all you see is the drama queens on TV and say to yourself i don't act like that or i know gay people who don't act like that and wonder when will they show a change and stop showing up as just crazy gay people. I mean come on we all get stuck on the drama that TV has to bring us but most of us don't act like that. I auditioned for the show and i'm waiting to see if i will get cast to be apart of this amazing show. i feel like i have alot to share with not only the gay community but the straight as well. not all of us are drama queens, druggies, and always wanna hate and fight people. it's not like i haven't been that person but i had to change my life in order to be happy with myself. i have a great story to tell that not only will it help me but it will help others and that is my goal. don't get me wrong we like that hot guys, nice bodies, and drama boys as well but let me tell you this show is different.
I'm not saying that it will not happen but i will say that in the world we live in most people need to just get along. there gonna cast so many different people to be apart of this show and i hope that i am one of them. Changing lives and being happy with self is what i stand for and trust when i say you never know what will happen on any show until it happens. Vinnie Potestivo of Vinnie Potestivo Entertainment is the man behind that show. so if you want to see something different make sure you thank him and tell him to cast me lol

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C.S.4

OK SO I WENT TO THIS SCHOOL WHICH WAS RIGHT DOWN THE STREET FROM WHERE I GROW UP. C.S.4. I WENT THERE FROM 3RD GRADE TILL 8TH GRADE. ANY WHO SO I MADE SOME GREAT FRIENDS AND DID BECOME A POPULAR KID. I HAD SOME VERY GREAT FRIENDS ALONG THE WAY TO NAME A FEW CHANE, SABRINA, JESSICA, QUANA, TIA,ANTONIO T,OF COURSE MY BROTHERS, RACHEL, CRYSTAL SCRUGGS,BEVERLY, ANA, BIANCA, EMILY, CRYSTAL M, VANESSA, ARIANE,LORD IMA JUST SAY EVERYONE LOL. BUT YEA WE WERE COOL.
I MEAN WE ALL HAD OUR PROBLEMS BUT I MEAN WE WERE KIDS GROWING UP AND WHEN YOU GROWN UP THINGS HAPPEN BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY I CAN SAY I LOVED EACH ONE OF THEM. EVEN THE PEOPLE I FOUGHT AND HAD BEEF WITH. I WAS ALWAYS TRYING TO BE BETTER THEN MYSELF AT THINGS. I MEAN I WAS GROWING UP WITH A SECRET AND NO ONE KNEW ABOUT IT. SO ANY WHO I WILL GET TO THAT SOON. TO TALK ABOUT THE FUN WE HAD AT THIS SCHOOL WAS CRAZY. SO CRAZY LIKE I MEAN CUTTING LUNCH AND RUNNING FROM KEVIN THE HEAD LUNCH AID WAS SO FUN. WE WOULD STAY BY THE GYM AND ONE OF US WOULD STAND GUARD AND ONCE WE SEE KEVIN WE WOULD SAY HE IS COMING AND THEN WE WOULD RUN. SO FUN I MEAN WHO THE HELL CUTS LUNCH LOL WE DID. I USE TO JUMP DOUBLE DUTCH WITH THE GIRLS AND YES I COULD JUMP.LOL. THIS SCHOOL WAS SO GREAT IT WAS A SECOND HOME TO US. I MEAN I REALLY CAN'T EXPLAIN IT. BUT I AM GONNA TRY.
EVEN THO GOSSIP WAS A KIDS THING I MEAN AGAIN THAT IS A PART OF GROWING UP RIGHT. SO YEA I MEAN WE USE TO CUT CLASS AND GO BY THE POOL TO DO MAKE OUT SESSIONS I MEAN WE HAD OUR LIL BOYFRIENDS AND GIRL FRIENDS AT THE TIME. AGAIN WE WERE KIDS GROWING UP LOL. TO ME MY BEST TEACHERS WERE MR SACRACO, MS JACKSON, MS, COTO, MR BINDER, MS SCOTT, MR DOBBS AND A COUPLE OF ONES THAT I CANT REMEMBER. BUT YEA SCHOOL WAS LIKE A SECOND HOME TO MOST OF US AND ALL WE HAD WAS EACH OTHER. I MEAN SOME OF US HAD BAD HOMES AND WAS GOING THREW BAD FAMILY THINGS BUT WHEN WE WENT TO SCHOOL IT WAS FORGOTTEN FOR THOSE HOURS WE HAD THERE.
GROWING UP WITH A SECRET WAS THE HARDEST THING TO HOLD EVEN FROM THE PEOPLE I CALLED FRIENDS. I MEAN I KNEW THEY DIDN'T CARE BUT I DID. I WAS SCARED AND FELT ALONE AND DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. I WOULD CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP AT NIGHT ASKING GOD TO HELP ME WITH WHAT I WAS GOING THREW AND TO GIVE ME THE COURAGE TO BE MYSELF BUT I COULDN'T. I WAS LIVING A LIE AND THAT LIE WAS NOT BEING WHO I WAS I MEAN REALLY WAS. I HAD A COUPLE OF BOY CRUSH'S BUT NO ONE WILL EVER KNOW LOL UNTIL YOU ASK...C.S.4 WAS THE BEST TIME I HAD FROM 3RD TO 8TH GRADE..

I'M BACK..

OK SO SORRY I HAVEN'T WRITTEN SINCE THAT LAST TIME WE SPOKE BUT I WAS SO BUSY WITH FASHION WEEK WALKING AS A MODEL AND SHOOTING SOME TV SHOWS BUT I WILL GET TO THAT SOON.

OK SO LAST TIME WE TALKED I WAS TALKING ABOUT THE MAKINGS OF MY WONDERFUL SISTER..NOW IM GONNA TAKE YOU DEEPER THEN BEFORE. SO WHERE I LEFT OFF I WAS TEN YEARS OLD.
SO GROWING UP BEING THE OLDEST I WAS LOVING IT. I WENT TO SCHOOL RIGHT UP THE BLOCK AND I WENT TO THIS AFTER SCHOOL PROGRAM EVERY DAY AFTER SCHOOL WHERE I WAS ALSO DANCING AT. THE AFTER SCHOOL PROGRAM WAS RIGHT DOWN THE BLOCK FROM WHERE I LIVED..
ONE DAY LIKE NO OTHER I WENT TO THE PROGRAM AND THOUGHT IT WAS JUST GONNA BE LIKE ANY OTHER DAY ME DOING MY HOMEWORK HANGING WITH FRIENDS AND GOING TO DANCE CLASS. I WAS WRONG. THERE WAS THIS STAFF THAT WAS WORKING THERE WHO WAS 16 YEARS OLD AND HE HAD THIS TOY THAT HE WAS PLAYING WITH THAT I LIKED AND ME BEING TEN I WAS LIKE I WANT THAT TOY SO HE WAS LIKE FOLLOW ME TO THE BATHROOM.ME BEING TEN I DIDN'T KNOW NO BETTER I WENT TO THE BATHROOM AND THAT'S WHEN IT HAPPENED.
HE GRAB MY FACE PULLED ME TO THE BACK OF THE BATHROOM AND COVERED MY MONTH PULLED DOWN MY PANT'S AND RAPED ME. THE MOST PAINFUL THING THAT I EVER THOUGHT WOULD HAPPEN TO ME BUT YEA RIGHT MORE TO COME.. AS HE STUCK ME WITH HIS PRIVATE OR TO MOST PEOPLE DICK WHICH BY THE WAY WAS SO BIG FOR ME BEING JUST 10. ALL I COULD DO WAS CRY AND AS I WAS CRYING HE TOLD ME I BETTER SHUT UP HE HAD HIS HAND OVER MY FACE SO I COULDN'T SCREAM FOR HELP AND NO ONE COULD HEAR ME. AT THAT POINT ALL I DID WAS PRAY FOR SOMEONE TO COME INTO THE BATHROOM AND HELP ME. NEVER HAPPEN...
WHEN HE WAS DONE WHICH WASN'T THAT LONG HE TOLD ME NOT TELL ANYONE OR ELSE. I WAS SO SCARED.
SO WHEN HE WAS DONE I WENT HOME AND I TOLD MY MOM WHAT HAPPEN AND ALL HELL BROKE LOSE. THEY TOOK ME TO THE HOSPITAL TO CHECK ME BECAUSE I WAS BLEEDING. TO HAVE 4 DOCTORS COME AND STICK THERE FINGERS IN MY LITTLE BOOTY WAS EVEN MORE PAINFUL. BECAUSE OF THE BLEEDING THEY HAD TO FIND OUT IF MY ANUS WAS NOT DAMAGED. AS I WAS GETTING THAT DONE MY MOM WAS SPEAKING COPS AND THEN FILED OUT A REPORT. SCARY RIGHT. ME BEING JUST TEN AND FOR SOMEONE TO DO THAT TO A LITTLE KID IS JUST CRAZY. ANYWAY HE WAS FIRED FROM WORK AND ARRESTED AND I THOUGHT I WOULD NEVER SEE HIM AGAIN LITTLE DID I KNOW THAT HE WILL TRY TO RAPE ME AGAIN..BUT I WAS READY...
SICK PEOPLE DO SICK THINGS IN THIS WORLD AND THAT JUST MADE ME MORE AWARE OF TO WHAT WAS GONNA COME OUT OF LIFE..

SISTER...

SO WE LIVED IN 1779 FULTON IN THE BRONX AND I WAS AMAZING 3 BEDROOM APARTMENT, CHRISTMAS WAS ALWAYS GREAT, PARTIES, EVERYTHING WAS GREAT. BUT SOMETHING WAS MISSING.

SO AT THAT TIME MY MOM AND DAD HAD A LOT OF KIDS LOL 6 TO ON POINT BUT IT WASN'T OVER YET.
OK SO I WAS 10 YEARS OLD AND ONE NIGHT MY TUMMY WAS HURTING SO BAD THAT I WALKED INTO MY DAD AND MOMS ROOM AND SAW THEM GETTING DOWN AND DIRTY LMFAO. I WAS LIKE WHAT ARE THEY DOING WHY IS MY DAD ON MY MOM PUMPING LIKE THAT. I DIDN'T KNOW LOL.. SO SAD THAT MY DAD WANTED TO GET HIS RELEASE THAT HE TOOK ME TO THE KITCHEN AND GAVE ME A BOWL OF CEREAL. REALLY LMFAO I WAS IN PAIN AND YOU GIVE ME CEREAL. COME TO FIND OUT MY ASS HAD TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL AND GET MY APPENDIX TAKEN OUT. IT WAS CLOSE TO BUSTING AND THE DOCTOR SAID IM WAS LUCKY TO COME IN TIME BEFORE IT DID.
SO ANYWAY THAT SAME YEAR SOMETHING HAD HAPPEN TO ME BUT I WILL GET TO THERE SOON AND YOU WONT WANT TO MISS IT.
SO WHERE WAS I OK MY DAD AND MOM GOT IT ON AND I WENT TO THE HOSPITAL. SO YEA WE WERE MISSING SOMETHING IN OUR LIVES AND 9 MONTHS LATER OUR SISTER NAMED ALEXIS GINA LOPEZ WAS BORN.. OMG WE FINALLY HAD A GIRL IN OUR FAMILY AND WE WERE SO HAPPY. I GAVE HER THE NAME ALEXIS AT 10 LOL AND I LOVED IT. SHE WAS SO PRECIOUS. SO SMALL SO PRETTY AND I WAS SO HAPPY WHEN MY MOM CALLED US IN THE HOUSE TO TELL US THAT IT WAS A GIRL. ME, CARLOS, LUIS, JONATHAN, MATHEW,PAUL AND NOW ALEXIS. 7 OF US DAMN REALLY MOM AND DAD BUT HEY IT WORKED OUT FOR US. I WAS SO HAPPY THAT WE HAD OUR SISTER...

HAPPEN...

OK SO GROWING UP WAS A BREATH OF FRESH AIR. I MEAN TO BE BORN WAS PERFECT. WHAT CAN ANYONE ASK FOR RIGHT WRONG. I WANTED MORE THEN LIFE, LIKE I FELT I NEEDED MORE BUT I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT IT WAS.

ANYWAY SO I REMEMBER BEING 5 OR 6 YEARS OLD GOING TO SCHOOL FOR THE FIRST TIME WAS FUN. BACK IN THE DAY THE STYLE WAS SO DIFFERENT FROM WHAT IT IS NOW LOL BUT ANYWAY MY TEACHERS NAME WAS MS JERRY. WOW I REALLY REMEMBER HER SHE WAS A HEAVY LADY WITH GLASSES BUT SHE WAS SO NICE I LOVED HER. I THOUGHT THAT WAS GONNA BE MY TEACHER FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. I WAS WRONG LOL.

I WAS BORN AND RAISED IN THE BRONX AROUND 180TH AND PROSPECT. SO 1ST GRADE WAS SOO FUN AND WHEN I SAY SO MUCH FUN I MEAN FUN LOL TEACHERS NAME WAS MS SHORTS LMFAO AND SHE USE TO GIVE US FOOD IF WE DIDN'T EAT AT HOME. WHICH I REALLY DIDN'T. ME AND ONE OF MY BROTHERS NAMED CARLOS WENT TO THE SAME SCHOOL AND CLASS WITH OUR CUZ WHICH HE WASN'T OUR CUZ BUT TO US HE WAS PA-PA WAS HIS NAME. ME AND HIM USE TO FIGHT EVERYDAY AND I MEAN EVERYDAY LOL WE WERE YOUNG SO I MEAN WE DIDN'T NO BETTER. WE USE TO RUN AROUND THE SCHOOL AND CUT CLASS IN THE FIRST GRADE I MEAN WHO DOES THAT.. WE DID.. WE HAD SO MUCH FUN..

ANY-WHO SO I LIVED IN A 2 BEDROOM APARTMENT ONE ROOM WAS ME, MY DAD, MY MOM, AND 2 OF MY BROTHERS, NEXT ROOM WAS MY AUNT AND HER KIDS LOL. MONEY WAS HARD TO COME BY SO YOU KNOW WE HAD TO DO WHAT WE HAD TO DO AND I GUESS STAYING THERE WAS OK BUT I NEEDED SPACE. MY AUNTS AND COUSINS AND GRAND PARENTS LIVED ON THE SAME BLOCK IT WAS PERFECT HAVING FAMILY THERE..

OK SO I REMEMBER GOING TO SESAME STREET WITH MY DAD AND MY 2 BROTHERS CARLOS AND LUIS. WE WERE YOUNG AND WERE HAVING SO MUCH FUN UNTIL MY DAD LET US GO ON THIS SLIDE AND THEN WHEN WE GOT DOWN HE WAS GONE. OMG WE WERE CRYING LIKE LIL BITCH'S LOL COME TO FIND OUT HE WENT TO GET SOMETHING TO DRINK AND WAS LOOKING RIGHT AT US CRY LMFAO. THAT'S WAS SO BAD FOR HIM TO DO..

AFTER YEARS I THINK I WAS LIKE 7 OR 8 WHEN WE MOVED OUT AND MOVED TO 1779 FULTON AVE APT 5A IN THE BRONX IT WAS PERFECT SCHOOL WAS RIGHT DOWN THE BLOCK PARK ACROSS THE STREET IT WAS PERFECT. OR SO I THOUGHT. THAT'S WHEN EVERYTHING STARTED TO HAPPEN...I KNEW I WAS DIFFERENT BUT I WAS TO YOUNG TO KNOW MY FEELINGS..

IT STARTS HERE....

SO WHAT I AM GOING TO DO IS TAKE YOU BACK INTO MY LIFE SO THAT YOU CAN GET TO KNOW ME BETTER..

SO MUCH HAS HAPPEN TO ME TO THIS POINT THAT ALL I COULD THINK ABOUT WAS TO WRITE IT.. FROM THE BEING RAPED, THE SEX, CLUBBING, BEING POPULAR,BEING A GAY MAN, FAMILY, WORK, SCHOOL, CAREER, FRIENDS AND EVEN LOVE. ALL THIS SUMS UP MY LIFE AND I KNOW IT WILL SUM UP YOURS AS WELL..

SO IF YOUR READING I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT WHAT EVER YOU ARE GOING THREW ANYTHING GOOD CAN COME OUT OF IT AND NOT TO GIVE UP...

MY JOURNEY BEGINS WHEN I WAS BORN I KNOW I SAID TEN BUT HEY BEING BORN WAS THE BEST THING TO HAPPEN TO ME LOL

I WAS BORN ON FEBRUARY 3RD, 1986 IN NYC, GOSH THAT FEELS LIKE A LONG TIME LOL BUT ITS NOT..MY MOMS NAME WAS ARLEEN AND MY DAD ANTONIO LOPEZ.. MY MOM WAS 16 AND MY DAD WAS 18 WHEN THEY HAD ME.BACK THEN IT FELT LIKE PEACE BECAUSE I DIDNT KNOW WHAT THE WORLD WAS GOING TO BRING ME. MY NAME WAS ANTONIO LOPEZ JR...I WAS READY TO TAKE THE STEPS INTO THIS NEW LIFE THAT WAS GIVEN TO ME BY MY PARENTS AND GOD..

THE START INTO MY LIFE....

SORRY IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO START WRITING AGAIN BUT I HAVE BEEN SO BUSY TO THE POINT OF ALSO TRYING TO FIND THE PERFECT WORDS. I MEAN WHEN YOU GO THREW LIFE THINKING THAT YOU KNOW IT ALL IT COMES BACK TO KICK YOU IN THE ASS. I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO GET THREW SOME TUFF TIMES AND ONLY ONE PERSON HAS BEEN THERE TO HELP ME.
ONE OF THE THINGS THAT HAPPENED TO ME WAS MY FAMILY'S HOUSE WAS RATED BY COPS. I KNOW RIGHT WTF,BUT YEA THEY SAID THAT MY MOTHERS HOUSE HAD DRUGS AND THEY TOOK EVERYONE BUT LEFT MY LIL SISTER, TO BE IN THE COURT ROOM AND SEE ALL YOUR BROTHERS IN HANDCUFF AND YOUR MOM AND DAD IS SO PAINFUL, I JUST STARTED CRYING. IT WAS A HARD TIME FOR US TO GO THREW BUT WE AS A FAMILY CAME TOGETHER AND IT MADE IT OK.
ANOTHER THING WAS GETTING A PHONE CALL ONE DAY THAT MY MOM AND DAD WAS ARGUING AND THERE RELATIONSHIP WAS ON THE ICE AND WHAT I MEAN BY THAT WAS DIVORCE.!!! I MEAN 7 GREAT KIDS AND 27 YEARS TOGETHER THAT'S HARD TO THROW AWAY. SO WE HAD TO DO WHAT ANY FAMILY WOULD DO AND WE CAME TOGETHER AND TALKED ABOUT HOW CAN WE MAKE THINGS WORK.
HAVING A FATHER THAT USE TO BE THERE BUT GAVE UP ON ALL HIS KIDS IS THE WORST THING ANYONE CAN GO THREW UNTIL YOU HAVE ENOUGH. I MEAN MY DAD WAS A SUPPER DAD AND HE AND MY MOM WERE A TEAM UNTIL MY DAD GOT LAZY AND LET EVERYTHING GO. MY MOM WAS OVER IT AND SHE WAS TIRED AFTER SO MANY YEARS. BUT WE CAME TOGETHER AS A FAMILY TO TALK IT OUT.
GETTING MARRIED AND HAVING ONLY MY MOM BE THERE AND ONE OF MY BROTHERS AND MY LIL SISTER FELT LIKE NO ONE CARED BUT THEM.
I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO BRAKE INTO THIS INDUSTRY SO THAT I CAN SHOW PEOPLE THAT NO MATTER WHAT COLOR, SEX, GAY, OR LEZZIE, ANYTHING YOU WANT TO DO YOU CAN DO. BUT WITH THE INDUSTRY BEING SO BLAH ON DIFFERENT THINGS ITS HARD. I ALSO HAVE BEEN TRYING TO DO IT TO HELP MY FAMILY..
I LOVE MY FAMILY AND WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THEM.. I ALSO HAVE BEING DO IT BECAUSE I HAVE THE TALENT.,BUT ANYWAY BACK ON TRACK.. SO I GOT MARRIED AND WOW 1 OF MY DREAMS CAME TRUE... PLANNING A WEDDING RECEPTION IS NO JOKE.. LOL
BEING IN LOVE IS WHAT SAVED ME AND ITS MORE THEN WORDS I CAN WRITE LIKE ITS CRAZY BUT THE ONLY PERSON THAT WAS THERE WAS MY LIL FOOT (THAT IS WHAT I CALL MY LOVER) SOON YOU WILL KNOW MORE LOL.
TRYING TO GET ACTING CASTINGS AND MODELING GIGS IS NO JOKE BUT I WONT STOP UNTIL I REACH THAT GOAL AND IT IS THE TOP.

I WILL START TO TAKE YOU BACK TO WHEN I WAS 10 YEARS OLD, BUT I WONT DO IT YET LOL
AND THEN I WILL START GOING THREW EVERYTHING SO THAT YOU CAN GET DEEPER INTO WHO I AM... UNTIL NEXT TIME.. LOVE KISSES AND HUGS.. XOXO

DO YOU...

PEOPLE ARE ALWAYS WORRIED ABOUT WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK..IM HERE TO TELL YOU TO TELL THEM TO FUCK OFF... IM SORRY THERE IS NO NICER WAY TO SAY THE TRUTH.. YOU HAVE TO DO WHAT IS RIGHT FOR YOU AND STOP LETTING OTHERS MESSED WHAT YOU HAVE GOING ON UP.. HAVE FAITH IN GOD AND IN YOURSELF.. LOVE YOURSELF AND OTHERS WILL LOVE YOU.. BE YOURSELF AND YOU WILL GO FAR... I WAS ALWAYS THE PERSON WHO PUT EVERYONE ELSE'S NEEDS BEFORE MINE AND WHERE DID IT LED ME TO.. NO WHERE BEING STUCK IN A WHOLE. ONCE I STARTED DOING FOR ME AND BEING HAPPY WITH SELF ALL THE BULLSHIT JUST WENT RIGHT OUT THE WINDOW.. ALL THE GOOD THINGS STARTED TO HAPPEN AND ARE STILL HAPPENING.. IM HERE TO TELL YOU FROM EXAMPLE IT CAN HAPPEN IF YOU WANT IT TO... YOU WRITE YOUR OWN BOOK AND YOU TELL YOUR STORY CAUSE MANY PEOPLE WOULD AND WILL WANT TO HEAR IT... XOXO

MAKE LOVE ART...

THE PASSION OF MY LIKE FOR YOU GROWS, IT BECOMES STRONGER, DEEPER INTO THIS FEELING CALLED LOVE.
NERVOUSNESS, BEING SCARED, AND WANTING MORE IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN IM AROUND YOU.
BUTTERFLIES, HAPPINESS, AND PLEASURE ARE SIDE EFFECTS OF A SICKNESS THAT YOU BEGIN TO GET..
LOVE IS LIKE A COMMON COLD. SOME PEOPLE GET RID OF IT AND OTHER DIE FROM IT.
SO BEING IN LOVE IS A MASTER-PEACE..
IT TAKES TIME, HARD WORK, AND DEDICATION.. SO THAT 2 PEOPLE CAN PAINT THE PERFECT PICTURE.
WHEN YOU MESS UP, YOU START ALL OVER AGAIN UNTIL YOU GET IT RIGHT.
FIGHTING,SCREAMING, AND BE MAD ARE SIDE EFFECTS THAT GO AWAY WHEN YOU LOOK INTO EACH OTHERS EYES..
SO LETS PAINT OUR MASTERPIECE TOGETHER AND SHOW HOW REAL PEOPLE, 2 PEOPLE, FRIENDS AND THE PERFECT LOVERS...
MAKE LOVE ART....

ANTTONI PRETTY LOPEZ....

SOME PICS OF MY WORK I HAVE DONE TO KELLY ROWLANDS IM THAT CHICK WHICH I THINK SHOULD BE THE 3RD SINGLE...

THAT'S LOVE.....

I WAS STRUCK BEFORE THE HOUR OF A LOVE SO SUDDEN AND SWEET.
YOUR FACE SHONE LIKE A BRIGHT STAR AND MADE MY VERY HEART SKIP A BEAT.
MY FACE TURNED RED AS EVER,
MY LEGS REFUSED TO WALK AWAY,
YET WHEN YOU LOOKED AT ME WHAT COULD I POSSIBLY SAY?
MY LIFE HAD SUDDENLY SEEMED TO MELT AWAY.
THEN MY BLOOD RUSHED TO MY FACE AND TOOK MY EYE SIGHT AWAY.
IT SEEMED LIKE IT WAS MIDNIGHT WHEN IT WAS ONLY MID-DAY.
I COULDN'T SEE A SINGLE THING, BUT HEAR THE LOVE BEAT OFF YOUR HEART.
WORDS FROM MY EYES BEGAN TO SPEAK, THEY SPOKE AS A CHORD DOES OFF A GUITAR. SOFT BUT HEAVY.
A SWEETER MELODY IT DID PLAY.
YOU SEEMED TO HEAR MY SILENT VOICE.
LOVES APPEAL TO A DREAM.
I NEVER SAW SUCH A SWEET AND PRETTY FACE.
AS THE ONE THAT STOOD BEFORE ME.
BUT AT THAT POINT IT WASN'T LUST, IT WAS LOVE..
MY SOUL SPOKE SONGS THAT NEVER PLAYED A BEAT AND THE HIGH NOTE HIT ME.
THAT'S LOVE...

SOUL MATE....

DAMN DEATH IS A CRAZY WORD OR EVEN A CRAZY EXPERIENCE TO GO THROW, BUT WHEN YOUR IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE WHO WHEN THEY LOOK AT YOU IT FEELS LIKE THEY ARE KISSING YOU AND TAKING OFF YOUR CLOTHES (BY JUST LOOKING AT YOU) AND MAKING LOVE YOU TO WITHOUT TOUCHING YOU.. THAT'S LOVE
WHEN YOUR IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE THAT WHEN THEY KISS YOU YOUR BODY STARTS TO SHAKE, IT FREEZES UP AND MAKES YOUR EYES SIGHT GO AWAY.. THAT'S LOVE..
WHEN THAT SOMEONE IS ON YOUR MIND 24-7 AND YOU LOVE TALKING TO THAT PERSON ON THE PHONE FACE TO FACE AND IS YOUR BEST FRIEND. THAT'S LOVE...
WHEN YOU WAKE UP THINKING ABOUT THEM, GO THREW YOUR WHOLE DAY THINKING ABOUT THEM, GO TO SLEEP THINKING ABOUT THEM.. THAT'S LOVE..
WHEN YOU DON'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT IF THEY ARE THINKING ABOUT YOU, MISSING YOU, OR EVEN WANTED TO TEXT, CALL OR SEE YOU.. THAT'S LOVE..
WHEN TRUST IS NOTHING TO BRING UP AS FAR AS YOU CAN GO THREW THERE PHONE, MESSAGES ONLINE, EMAILS AND KNOW THAT NOTHING IS THERE.. THAT'S LOVE...
WHEN YOU LOVE SPENDING EVERY SEC, MIN, AND TIME WITH THAT PERSON AND CHERISH EVERY MOMENT.. THAT'S LOVE...
WHEN YOU WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH THEM, FIGHT FOR THEM, AND WOULD EVEN DIE FOR THEM.. THAT'S LOVE...

WAIT THIS IS NOT LOVE THIS IS YOUR SOUL MATE...

UNDERSTAND ME....

IF YOU CAN JUST UNDERSTAND ME EVERYTHING WOULD BE JUST FINE..
NO FIGHTING, NO ARGUING, NO CRYING...JUST US
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I WOULD DIE FOR YOU.
UNDERSTANDING IN A RELATIONSHIP IS NOT THAT HARD TO DO.
TALK,CONVERSE, SIT DOWN AND BE HAPPY
IT WOULD BE THE BEST AND EASY IF YOU COULD JUST TAKE THE TIME TO UNDERSTAND ME..
GET TO KNOW ME IN AND OUT, WHO I REALLY AM, GET INTO MY MIND AND SOUL AND WE WILL BE JUST FINE.
IT'S WHAT YOU MAKE OF IT..
SO LET'S MAKE IT EASY, TOGETHER WE CAN DO THIS IF YOU JUST UNDERSTAND ME...

Jennifer Lopez- What Is Love? [new]

OK THIS SONG RIGHT HERE NEEDS TO BE THE NEXT SINGLE. I MEAN THIS SONG IS SOO HOTTTT, THE BEAT AND THE WORDS ARE PERFECT.. EVERYONE IS ALWAYS ASKING WHAT IS LOVE? BUT THEY DONT KNOW. JLO IS TELLING YOU A STORY WITH THIS ONE AND WITH THE GREAT VIDEO AND DANCE MOVES THIS IS A NUMBER ONE HITTT.. COME ON JLO WHAT IS LOVE?

Beyoncé - Best Thing I Never Had (Audio)

OK SO THIS IS ONE OF THOSE SONG THAT YOU NEED IN YOUR LIFE IF YOU WENT THREW A BRAKE UP WITH AN X OR FRIENDS.. BEYONCE GIVES YOU A CLASSIC WITH THIS ONE. THIS SONG IS GIVING ME POWER TO KEEP MOVING FORWARD. WITH A GREAT VIDEO THIS JUST MIGHT BE THE HIT ON THE ALBUM..

DONT MAKE IT HARD...

IS IT HARD TO LOVE ME?
WHAT DO I DO? WHAT CAN I DO?
WHAT DO I SAY?
WOULD IT BE MY FAULT IF WE FIGHT?
I WANT EVERYTHING TO BE JUST RIGHT..
TELL ME WHAT TO DO? WHAT SHOULD I DO..
DON'T CLOSE UP..
OPEN YOURSELF UP TO M. I'M NOT GOING ANYWHERE.
I LOVE YOU.
CAN'T YOU SEE.
LEAVE THE PAST IN THE PAST AND LOVE ME..
LIFE WOULD BE SO GOOD WOULDN'T IT?
LET'S DO THIS TOGETHER.
IM SORRY IF I CAUSED PAIN.
I AM DOWN FOR YOU, FOR US.
TOGETHER WE CAN DO THIS THING CALLED LOVE.
SO DON'T MAKE IT HARD..

Kelly Rowland - Motivation (Explicit) ft. Lil Wayne

OK DONT FORGET TO WATCH THIS YEARS 2011 BET AWARDS CAUSE MS KELLY WILL BE PERFORMING HER SMASH MOTIVATION.... I CANT WAIT I HOPE SHE DOES HER NEW SINGLE AS WELL THAT WOULD BE HOTTT.. WE WILL HAVE TO WAIT AND SEE..

PS THIS SONG WILL GO DOWN AS A CLASSIC... GO KELLY

Brandy- I Don't Care

SO HERE IS NEW BRANDY ANOTHER ONE OF MY BEST ARTIST THAT I LOVE. IT HAS BEEN A WHILE SINCE WE HAVE HEARD SOMETHING FROM THIS SEXY LADY. WITH HER VOCALS AND GREAT VOICE THIS IS SURE TO SHOW US ALL THAT B ROCKA IS NOT GOING ANYWHERE.. NO OFFICIAL WORD FROM BRANDY OR HER CAMP IF THIS IS HER NEW SINGLE. BUT ANYTHING FROM BRANDY IS ALWAYS BOUND TO BE GREAT. THIS TAKES ME BACK TO NEVER SAY NEVER AND FULL MOON DAYS AND THAT IS WHAT I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR FROM THIS SEXY MAMA.. GO BRANDY

LOVE...

LOVE IS WHEN YOU FEEL DEPRESSED AND SO SICK WHEN YOU NOT WITH THAT PERSON.

LOVE IS CARING FOR THAT PERSON PHYSICALLY AND EMOTIONALLY. IT'S TELLING THAT PERSON EVERYDAY, ANYTIME, ANYWHERE, ANYHOW, FOR EVERY REASON THAT YOU LOVE THEM.

LOVE IS PURE HAPPINESS. LOVE IS AN OVERWHELMING FEELING OF PURE BLISS WHEN YOU BOTH KISS.

LOVE IS BEING HELPLESSLY AND DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH THAT PERSON, KNOWING YOUR LOVE FOR THEM ,AND YOUR FEELINGS FOR THAT PERSON WILL NEVER CHANGE OR END.

LOVE IS THE WORLD, THE WORLD IS LOVE, AND THAT PERSON WOULD MEAN THE WORLD TO ME AS YOU WILL TO THAT PERSON FOR AS LONG AS YOU HAVE EACH OTHER. TO HOLD, SMILE, LAUGH, CRY AND EVEN HURT. IT WILL NEVER END. THE LOVE THAT YOU BOTH HAVE FOR EACH OTHER. THE POWER OF THE SOUL,MIND,BEAUTY,BODY, AND HEART WILL TAKE YOU BOTH WHERE YOU BELONG..

MATTER..

Isn't it funny how we ignore those who want us..
Want those that ignore us..
Ignore those that hurt us..
Hurt those that love us..
Nobody falls in love by choice but by chance..
Nobody falls in love by chance but by choice..
Nobody stays in love by chance it is by work..
There comes a point in each one of our lives..
When we need to realize exactly who around us actually matters..
Those individuals whom never really did seem to matter at all..
Those who will no longer continue to matter..
But especially never ever forget those that for all of eternity will matter..

TOGETHER...

When all things fell down apart
and your world starts to crack
don't worry
cause when your world fell apart
I 'll still be there
holding you hand

If love means letting you go, then maybe I dont love you because I dont want to let you go!

I cant sleep without knowing you're still around.

I love you babe no matter what
so when you say you love me too
i can help but fall harder for you.

Guess I'M scared of getting my heartbroken again but when I'M with you everything around me disappears and i feel like nothing will ruin the moment.

I promise we'll make it && if we don't,we'll
just go down together.

Look after my heart
I left it with you.....

THE GRASS IS ALWAYS GREEN...

ALL I CAN SAY TO EVERYONE IS THAT THE GRASS IS ALWAYS GREEN ON THE OTHER SIDE NO MATTER WHAT YOU GO THREW. LIFE IS SOMETHING THAT YOU HAVE TO LEARN, GROW, AND BUILD FROM.. YOU HAVE TO USE EVERYTHING THAT YOU GAIN TO THE FULLEST AND MAKE IT WORK. DON'T TAKE THE BAD AND LET IT TAKE OVER YOU BECAUSE IT WILL ONLY GET WORST.. YOU HAVE TO TAKE ALL THE GOOD FROM THE BAD AND MAKE IT WORK TOWARDS YOUR LIFE. LEARN FROM EVERY MISTAKE THAT YOU GO THREW AND TRY TO MAKE THEM BETTER THEN BEFORE. GROW FROM IT TO BECOME A BETTER PERSON, AND BUILD YOUR LIFE FROM IT NOT AROUND IT. IT WILL ONLY MAKE YOU STRONGER. EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE BEEN THREW HAS BEEN A LESSON LEARNED FOR ME AND HAS MADE ME AND IS MAKING ME A BETTER PERSON AND THE PERSON I AM GOING TO BECOME.. XOXO

FAMILY..

SO ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT IM SO BLESSED TO HAVE MY FAMILY IN MY LIFE. THEY ARE SO REAL AND WILL ALWAYS BE THERE NO MATTER WHAT. MY BROTHERS AND MY SISTER I LOVE THEM TO DEATH.. BEING THE OLDEST PUT PRESSURE ON ME BECAUSE I HAD TO BE THIS ROLE MODEL. I HAD TO LEARN WHO I WAS WHAT I WANTED TO DO AND THEN BECOME A ROLE MODEL FOR ME THEN FOR THEM.. THEY LOOK UP TO ME BECAUSE I AM NOT A PERSON WHO GIVES UP.. NO MATTER WHAT IS PUT IN MY WAY I ALWAYS FIND THE GOOD TO COME OUT OF IT.. MY PARENTS WOW ALL I CAN SAY ABOUT MY DAD AND MOM IS I LOVE THEM MORE THEN WORDS CAN EXPRESS AND IM HAPPY TO BE THERE SON. THEY HAVE HELPED ME IN ALL WAYS AND I FEEL THEY WILL ALWAYS BE THERE NO MATTER WHAT... TO KNOW THAT YOUR DOING GOOD MAKES IT ALL WORTH LIVING FOR.. HAVING YOUR FAMILY BROTHERS, SISTER, MOM AND DAD, UNCLES, AUNTS AND COUSINS TELL YOU THAT THEY ARE HAPPY FOR YOU AND DOING YOUR THING MAKES YOU WANNA KEEP DOING IT TO KNOW THAT IT NOT ONLY MAKES YOU HAPPY BUT MAKES UR FAMILY HAPPY.. IM BLESSED TO HAVE THEM IN MY LIFE.. NOW I HAVE TO MY SON PRINCE (WHICH IS MY LIFE HE IS A YORKIE) MY 2 GAY SONS AND BUILDING MY NAME IS PERFECT.. I LOVE YOU GUYS... XOXO

REALLY?

THE FUCKED UP THING ABOUT DOING SO GOOD AND MAKING IT TO THE TOP IS WHEN SOME THING BAD HAPPENS UGH... SO I HAD TO GET MY WISDOM TOOTH OUT AND THEN I HAVE TO GET BREAST SURGERY ON MY RIGHT BREAST BECAUSE I HAVE BREAST TISSUE GROWING IN MY NIPPLE AND ITS PAINFUL LIKE A MOTHER FUCKER.... BUT HEY GOD KNOWS WHAT IS DOING AND I HAVE FAITH.. LESSON IN THIS IS THAT MAKE SURE YOU ALWAYS KEEP YOUR FAITH AND DONT LOSE YOURSELF WHEN BAD THINGS HAPPEN THOSE ARE PUT THERE TO SEE IF YOU WILL PAST THE TEST OR FAIL.. STAY STRONG AND YOU CAN GET THREW ANYTHING.. LOOK AT ME I HAVE..

4 MONTHS...

SO ITS BEEN 4 MONTHS SINCE I WAS HURT AND FELT LIKE MY WORLD WAS OVER, BUT NOPE NO ME I BEEN DOING SO MUCH AND I FEEL GREAT.. THE CRAZY THING IS THAT I HAVE LOST FRIENDS I THOUGHT WILL ALWAYS BE THERE AND HAVE BEEN THERE SINCE DAY ONE BUT ONCE I STARTED TO LOVE MYSELF AND DO FOR ME THEY STARTED TO FALL. OH WELL THATS LIFE PEOPLE COME AND GO..IVE GAINED NEW FRIENDS AND EVEN SOMEONE SPECIAL TO MY HEART. WITH NEW LIFE COMES NEW PLANS AND NEW UPS AND DOWNS.. YOU HAVE TO BE STRONG AND DO FOR YOU BECAUSE AT THE END OF THE DAY THATS ALL YOU HAVE...

ME...

SO ITS ME IM ALIVE AGAIN AND KNOW WHO I AM THANKS TO EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE BEEN THROW. SO I BEEN WORKING ON THE TV SHOW DOING ALOT OF PHOTO SHOOTS AND GETTING MY NAME BACK OUT THERE. SO I WAS CAST TO BE IN THE NEW WILL SMITH MOVIE THAT COMES OUT NEXT YEAR 2012 AND THAT JUST PUSHED MY DRIVE EVEN MORE. I WAS ON SET FOR A WEEK IN MAY FOR SO MANY HOURS MEET GREAT PEOPLE THEN GOT CALLED BACK TO SET IN JUNE TO DO SOME MORE THINGS. LIKE WOW REALLY GOD WORKS IN GREAT WAYS AND IM SO THANKFUL. I MIGHT BE IN MY FIRST 2 MAGAZINES SOON COVER AND SPREAD HOW ABOUT THAT SHIT... SO ITS LIKE IM JUST GOING WHERE I WANNA GO NOW..

ALIVE AGAIN..

WOW AFTER ALL THE HURT AND PAIN IM BACK AND I FEEL ALIVE AGAIN. I MEAN I KNOW WHO I AM AND WHAT I WANT TO DO. IM SO HAPPY TO HAVE PEOPLE BY MY SIDE TO PUSH ME.. I MEAN NOW I KNOW WHY I WAS BORN FOR THIS WORLD. BEING YOURSELF GOES ALONG WAY AND KNOWING WHO YOU ARE WILL TAKE YOU FAR AND I LOVE THAT ABOUT ME. MANAGER AND I GOT A GLAM TEAM,AND PR.. THE START OF WORKING ON A TV SHOW THAT WILL BE ABOUT MY LIFE IS GREAT.. I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY, TO DO , TO SHOW. I CANT WAIT MANAGER WORKING ON THE WEBSITE ME GROWING MY SUPPORTERS AND LETTING PEOPLE IN AND HELPING THEM MAKES ME FEEL LIKE ANYTHING CAN BE DONE IN LIFE. MAKES ME FEEL ALIVE AGAIN..

NEW LOOK...

MOTIVATION SONG....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s1XozsBN5Z4

KELLY ROWLAND MOTIVATION IS HOTTTT AND IS GETTING ME THREW ALOT RIGHT NOW THE SONG IS GIVING ME ALOT OF PUSH AND I LOVE IT....

PHOTO SHOOT BY SAM D...

THESE ARE SOME SHOTS I DID WITH SAM IN MARCH NOT POSTING THEM ALL AT ONCE LOL .. XOXO

THE START...

WELL LET THE START OF MY LIFE WHICH I HAVE IN CONTROL BEGIN. WITH A LITTLE BIT OF PUSH AND FAITH AND A GREAT TEAM I WAS READY TO DO WHAT I HAD TO DO.. THE FIRST PHOTO SHOOT I DID WAS AMAZING AND I FELT LIKE IT WAS WHERE I NEEDED TO BE. THE RED CARPET EVENTS I WENT TO WAS HEAVEN. THE NEW LOOK I GOT WAS NEEDED FOR ME.. I WAS SO HAPPY AND WAS READY.. OMG IT HIT ME (THAT IS WHAT MY MANAGER WAS TALKING ABOUT) ME BEING READY.. IT WAS MY TIME AND I WAS READY TO DO EVERYTHING I NEEDED TO DO TO START.. THE NEW LIFE I HAVE WITH HELPING MYSLEF IN MY TALENTS AND HELPING OTHERS WHO HAVE BEEN THREW THE SAME THING I WENT THREW AND WHAT IM GOING THREW NOW. THE STRUGGLE OF SOMEONE WHO IS A REAL PERSON MAKING IT TO THE TOP....

PICKING UP THE PIECES.....

SO AS I GAINED MY FAITH AND HOPE BACK I STARTED TO FEEL LIKE I WAS PICKING UP THE PIECES.. PIECES OF SOMEONE WHO HAS BEEN BROKEN BEFORE AND BEEN THREW THE HURT. I NOTICED THAT I WASN'T HURT JUST THIS ONCE, I MEAN I HAVE BEEN THREW THIS MANY TIMES BEFORE ,HURT OF COURSE..IT IS JUST SOMTHING THAT HAPPENS IN LIFE AND YOU JUST HAVE TO GAIN YOUR FAITH BACK AND PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER. WITH THE HELP OF GOD, YOURSELF, FAMILY AND FRIENDS IT CAN HAPPEN. I MEAN IT WAS HARD BUT I WAS DOING IT.. I WAS READY TO DO WHAT I HAD TO DO AND I WASNT GONNA LET ANYONE OR ANYTHING STAND IN MY WAY OF TRYING TO BRAKE ME OR BRING ME DOWN..THE QUESTION WAS HOW TO GET BACK IN THE GAME.. FUNNY THINGS ABOUT QUESTIONS IS THAT THEY ALWAYS HAVE ANSWERS AND MY ANSWER TO MY QUESTION WAS IN FRONT OF ME THE WHOLE TIME...

HOPE...

SO AFTER TALKING TO MY MANAGER IT HIT ME.. I WAS READY.. WE TALKED ABOUT STARTING OVER AND BRANDING MYSELF INTO SOMETHING MORE THEN JUST A FACE... IT GAVE ME HOPE TO KNOW THAT THERE WAS A LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL..I KNEW THERE WAS SOMETHING THAT I WANTED TO DO WITH MY TALENT JUST HAD TO GET IT IN ORDER. I MEAN BEING A MODEL, MAKE UP ARTIST, ACTOR, AND DANCER WASN'T ENOUGH, I WANTED MORE AND THAT MORE WAS TO USE MY TALENTS TO HELP OTHERS..BUT HOW WAS THE QUESTION? SOONER OR LATER I WAS GONNA FIGURE IT OUT...THREW ALL OF THE HURT I THOUGHT I WOULD FAIL, BUT ALL I HAD TO DO WAS BELIEVE IN ME. I GOT MY FAITH BACK AND IT GAVE ME THE COURAGE TO KNOW THAT I REALLY CAN DO IT. NOT ONLY THAT I CAN DO I WAS GONNA DO PERIOD.. NO ONE OR NOTHING WAS GONNA STOP ME OR STAND IN MY WAY FROM MAKING IT TO THE TOP...

EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON...

BEING ENGAGED AND HAVING A LIFE THAT I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED AND DREAMED OF I DIDNT EXPECT TO BE BACK TO SQUARE ONE. THREW THE HURT ,THE DRAMA AND EVEN GOING INTO A DEPRESSION, I KNEW PICKING MYSELF BACK UP WAS GONNA BE HARD TO DO...ALL I KEPT ASKING MYSELF WAS WHAT AM I GONNA DO? GOING OUT WAS FAR FROM MY MIND,I MEAN I MISSED HIM I MISSED US... SO ONE NIGHT IN NYC I WENT OUT WITH SOME FRIENDS AND ONE OF THEM SAID OMG YOUR SO SKINNY (IN THE BACK OF MY MIND IM LIKE DUH IM SAD) BUT I SAID REALLY?. I WAS LETTING MY SELF GO AND DIDNT KNOW OF A WAY OUT AND NEEDED AN ESCAPE OUT OF THIS SADNESS FAST. SO ONE DAY I GOT A CALL FROM MY MANAGER AND HE WAS LIKE HEY WE NEED TO TALK AND I TOLD HIM WHAT HAPPEN AND HE SAID LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND TELL ME WHAT DO YOU SEE? I SAID SOMEONE WHO IS LOST AND HE SAID REALLY CAUSE THE PERSON IM TALKING TO IS SOMEONE THAT IS READY...

I JUST DIED...

WHO WOULD OF THOUGHT I WOULD BE BACK IN NYC? I DIDNT! I THOUGHT I HAD IT ALL FIANCE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE HOUSE A CAR AND A GREAT JOB, BUT SOMETHING WAS MISSING... ME!.I NEVER THOUGHT GIVEN YOUR ALL WOULD SLAP YOU IN THE FACE WHEN YOU WASNT LOOKING BUT IT DID TO ME. BEING HURT WAS THE BEST THING TO HAPPEN TO ME IN A LONG TIME. I THOUGHT NOTHING COULD BE MORE PERFECT UNTIL IT HIT ME MY BDAY OF THIS YEAR. THE PERSON THAT LOVED ME FOR ME AND I THOUGHT I WAS GONNA MARRY SAID THAT HE WASNT READY AND THAT IT WAS OVER AFTER COMING OUT TO HIS FAMILY AND FRIENDS. GETTING MY NAME ON HIS BODY DIDNT STOP HIM FROM SAYING THOSE WORDS I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD OF HEARD...IT'S OVER...IT HAPPEN AND THATS WHEN I THOUGHT I LOST IT ALL....

New music Kelly Rowland

http://soundcloud.com/dannysouthwell/kelly-rowland-ft-andre-merrit-hangover

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HcMh3EujSu0&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uN0SAaHNmjM&feature=channel

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uN0SAaHNmjM&feature=channel


I think that these songs are so hott.

PHOTOGRAPHER GLAMBOI

THIS IS ANOTHER PHOTOGRAPHER GLAMBOI WHO I WORKED WITH. HAD FUN SHOOTING WITH HIM.

CHASE MODELS

WELL JUST TO LET YOU GUYS KNOW I HAVE BEEN WORKING WITH CHASE MODELS. THIS PERSON CHASE IS VERY GREAT WITH HIS WORK AND A GREAT FRIEND TO ME. IT HAS BEEN THE PLEASURE TO WORK WITH HIM AND THE AMAZING PEOPLE THAT SURROUNDS THE CHASE MODELS BRAND. I AM WORKING WITH CHASE ON OTHER FUTURE PROJECT. SO LOOK OUT FOR THEM COMING SOON LOL. ALSO IF YOU THINK YOU HAVE WHAT IT TAKES AND WOULD LIKE TO MODEL HIT HIM UP @http://www.myspace.com/chasemodels. THANKS SO MUCH CHASE LOOK FORWARD TO THE GREAT WORK.. SEE YOU THIS SAT.

ANTTONI PRETTY LOPEZ

WELCOME TO THE PAGE OF ANTTONI PRETTY LOPEZ. I AM A PROFESSIONAL MODEL,MAKE UP ARTIST ACTOR AND DANCER. I AM A VERY DOWN TO EARTH PERSON AND I'M COOL. DON'T BE AFRAID TO ASK ME ANYTHING. SPECIAL THANKS TO MY REAL FRIENDS FOR LIFE! MY FAMILY I LOVE ALL OF THEM SO MUCH AND AM BLESSED TO HAVE A FAMILY THAT CARES ABOUT ME THE WAY THAT MY FAMILY DOES. I LOVE ALL OF YOU WITH ALL MY HEART.. OMG IF I FORGOT YOU PLEASE DON'T BE MAD I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!! I AM BLESSED TO HAVE PEOPLE THAT CARE IN MY LIFE AND I AM THANKFUL FOR THAT. EACH DAY MY WORK TAKES ME A STEP CLOSER TO BECOMING WHO IM BOUND TO BECOME. IM GROWING AND LEARNING. LOOK OUT FOR ME ON TV REAL SOON. THANKS FOR THE LOVE AND SUPPORT..